have nt been posting for a very long ....
thing is going up n down....
ppl have been improveing but for me i keep deproving...
i really dunno wad wrong with me...
i been slacking too much ...
i really have nt been working hard enough n affect was nt put in too...
i really hate myself alot !
i dun wan to keep be like this soon ppl will give up on me

9 may,
another week had pass and NFC only left 2 more week to end.
this week is quite boring too....
we book in on mon and book out on tue night and book in back on wed morning again.
wed we slightly have some fun.
in the morning we went to fort canting for our NE walk ard and it took us alomst half the day.
when we went back we just change and talk waiting to go for e concert.
night time was e most coolest part!!
all the sip were back and i get to c the SHIP!!
the whole thing was so cool la we actually have a party at night.
day ended like this.

thu:
sad thing...
i have my .5 test on my birthday itself and guess wad i actually screw it up la sian...
i knw even it fail does not matter it will affect nth but i still very sad la cos i wan to prof that even thought i fall aslp during lesson but i still knw wad e hell is going on and i still can do it.
but i actually screw it due to my careless la haiz....

fri:
we have all out vocation talk and i get to c e engine so cool that where i will be going.
3 ppl alreay knw which ship they post to including that bitch la.
i still dunno which wan i will go i really hope i can post to my 2 dream ship and not to be with that bitch.
GOD I KNW I HAVE NOT BEEN VERY NICE, PLS FORGIVE ME AND BE GOOD TO ME MAKE MY WISH COME TRUE PLS T.T

sat:
ndp rehearsal sux... the whole thing was good but i just angry with myself again.
the first rehearsal they have i couldnt join in e marching cos i injure my leg.
and today i back in e rehearsal but i just in a reserves place.
just of 1 carless and i injure my leg i actually missed my 1 and only chance!!
i really dame piss off and angry with myself la...
i hate it....
night, feeling better i actually forget e angry.
went to catch bear bear and catch quite a lot small wan e most import thing is i gt e UGLY!!!
i so happy la!!
anyway all e bear bear is not catch by me.
this is e first time i actually spent almost $60 playing on all this.
i really crazy...
i really hope the resizing for e ndp will draw me out for rehearsal position.. haiz

3 may

the first few day of e week is still ok but thu n fri is e most sucking part la...
Thu:
when cleaning e room that part she really crazy lor she seperate everything to do la wad wrong if u help us clean n we help u clean la crazy bitch.
at night when we were standing for rounds i am e cabin ic and wad wrong that i shout in that ME4 is coming...
i just shouted that she sae i wan to fight with her crazy bitch lor...
if i really wan to fight with her i already done it in ite n not wait till now....

Fri:
my mood is already very bad cos of my leg not fully recover i cnt do ippt...
even my leg has recover i aso dun think i able to do all e station too...
when marching back tat time i was infront of her n all i can hear is she keep shout walk faster and we really didnt hear anyone shout stop!
when we walk back tat time she sae u nve hear ppl shout stop meh!!
wad the fuck la u voice is louder dan anyone else lor!
i actually attidute back to her n MH
n MH sae someone is getting more n more attitude..
so wad i am now is really ur fault la..,
even i attitude aso not as attitude as her GOOD FRIEND THAT BITCH la...
evening time we were prepareing to go home this 2 went smoking inside e cabin toilet...
fuck them lor they really wan to sabo all of us la...
night time not so bad went eating with the gals n norman..
have fun with them....

2 may (sunday)
meet up with regina, tl , sw,glen...
we went to sing k is so funny lor...
sw sound like a gal la...
i love e most is tl and sw sing tgt e babies doll...
is dame funnny la!!
they help me to celebrate my bday and i almost gt smash by e cake..
when e monent i wan talk reveng all run away haha....
after that i went to meet sh after her work...
we sit n talk n eat later on tl join us.
talk alot enjoy e talking session with them ^^
after tat went to gwen hs to find her she sae has smth for me.
at first she open her door n took out a plastic bag i didnt look carefully i tot is a beg or wad....
i abt to take it n sae thank you after tat i look again is a HELLO KITTY i was so shock n i feel so peisei la....
the gals n norman actually share n buy a bday present for me i so touch la!!

PS: PPF THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR E PRESENT N CARD!!
gwen, pamela, joey, charenlen, amy, liyun, fengying,elly,norman thank you very much!!

1 mnth 1 week
this week really sux lor...
first talk abt that bitch first..
that bitch really a bitch only first week of NFC she already start to mix ard with those guy n bitch abt us.
and e way she walk with e guy is keep showing off her breast la like she have 1 like tat er xin...
dan tue night thanks to her "MUSIC" make me cnt slp at e night la bitch!!
tue we have our presention of our project and when i presenting tat moment i can c tat bitch is laughing like mad la...
when is her turn to present omg she "SUCH A GOOD PRESENTER"
she didnt even knw wad slides come next n wad to present lor and it proft tat all e slides is not done by her while e rest of us is putting in so much effect in it...
wed morning was e most sux thing happen to me la...
due to not enough slp at night i early in e morning 0610 i fell down n bent my anklet lor FUCK LA!!
and when i return back from e MO that idiot heartless segment sae till i done everything purposely wan la..
i was put into pikachu and when i sitting with e rest of pikachu tat idiot segment keep suan me!!
HE BETTER NOT FALL DOWN!!
IF HE DID I CURSE HIM TO FALL DOWN N BREAK HIS LEG AND SO BADLY THAT HE HAS TO BE HOSPITAL FOR 6 MONTH!!
haiz... seriously even since i injure my leg my temper have rise too...
i can get angry with all thing lor

4 week:
time really fly le i already went in for 1 month le!!
this week start to stay in and is not so bad after all.
inside there i saw e most beautiful sun rise, sun set, lighting, rain...
all this is really u dun get to c in e city lor...
wed mdm sae she will be letting us to book on thu night n book in on mon i was so happy la!!
e first thing i did is msg cat telling her I CAN GO FOR MAYDAY CONCERT LE!!!
thu smth happen,
that bitch tail finally come out.
i did nth o!!
god is on my side too....
but i was not in e mood to care abt all those my heart is already with mayday le haha...


SAT!!
is the best day for the whole 1 month!!
in e morning i meet ppf for breakfast but pam n boon was late end up only 4 of us have breakfast.
we went to cafe cartel and this will be e last time we going to step in there le.
they mix up jx order and they did nth abt it lor.
not really nth la they give us a 10% discount and is like make no differernt la.
after tat pam n boon finally come.
we just walk ard talk talk shop shop.
and they went to regina hs to play wii.
before they go tl brought us a loillpop each so nice of him haha....
after that i went to meet the gals for mayday concert!
i so happy to saw them and i keep telling them i finally gt release out sae till i like in jail haha...
i did smth really crazy!!
i spent $168 on mayday limited edition molopoly!!
i really crazy lor.
after opening out i thing is totally worth it la is very nice n cute inside haha....
come to mayday concert!!
mayday concert was really a disappointment lor.
tot will be smth even better but haiz....
no encore for e first time.
seat was bad but at least still can c them la.
i keep playing with tiffany n michella haha...
we 3 like in our own world play la haha...
over all still can sae is quite hight la!!
if outdoor is so bad i rather they dun have outdoor concert next time round....
i already start missing them now T.T

3rd week,
this week still not bad compare to the 2nd week.
this week i having more fun... is a good thing.
i still trying very hard to mix ard with the group.
fri smth scary happen...
we were all talking in the room and i was sitting at e door way,
i saw the gal come out from the other room n close the door after she have took her thing.
guess wad i sae next!
the room boor open by itself n close back again!!!
at first i tot it was ppl going in but inside there comfrim no ppl at all!!!
and at night,
i slp till half way i gt bitten by some thing and my whole leg n hand is dame itchi and i saw all those mark look like mosquite bit wan and i suspect my bed gt bedbug.
it took me so long to fall back to slp again.
when i wake up i was telling e rest my bed gt bedbug and another gal was saying she gt bit aso n still gt some weird red spot on her leg.
i looking at my hand trying to find e mark i saw ytd and i realize it was all gone!!!
and i dun feel itchi at all!!
is so weird la! even a mosquite bit le it will still left abit red red mark wan, but i cnt find any of it on my hand n leg~.~

later have to book in agian.....
i die die aso wan to pass my swimming by this week so i can book out on fri.
1 more week to mayday!!

time for me to update my new life....

first week:

first day navin's dad fetch us to changi in the morning really have to thanks uncle alot.
when on e way in i saw morning sun rise is really very nice....
hmmm nice is not enough to descride it....
just in a later afternoon get to knw 2 gals.
both of them very nice....
rest of the week everyday we doing e same thing rotting inside e office eat slp play.
i quite surprise tat i actual get use to life in there quite fast...
faster dan i imagine.

second week:

sec week really sux alot.
just only sec week and so many thing happen.
i for no reason got in a fight that is btw e senior.
for tat i learn a lesson nve nve be nice to anyone cause will invite unwanted trouble.
wed gt back e result.
will piss off with tat idiot china teacher!!
he really not fair at all....
tat bitch gt 3.5 for not coming to sch and not doing e project!
what the hell is this la.
yet she still dare to complaint abt her gpa is so low tat wad she ask for it.
she should get even lower lor.
for ppl who always nve go sch yet can still get so high tat mean we all aso can be like her dun need to go sch!!!
when clean e room tat time is even more sux!!
when on earth dan will ppl c e true colour of this fucking bitch!!
ytd end early.
went to meet sihui after complaint all e stuff to her i feel much much more better.
and i like kan kai alot alot.
THANKS SIHUI FOR LISTENING TO ME.
ya bernice aso listening to me complaint alot in 2 days.
gal thanks you!
when mon come have to book in le i praying thing will gone better.