have nt been posting for a very long ....
thing is going up n down....
ppl have been improveing but for me i keep deproving...
i really dunno wad wrong with me...
i been slacking too much ...
i really have nt been working hard enough n affect was nt put in too...
i really hate myself alot !
i dun wan to keep be like this soon ppl will give up on me