I really dont no wad to write. Still tat same old word,tired.
I really feel like givens up everything,inclubeing my life. Everyday, when I takes a bus to sch,I was thinking will I get kill today?I know my thinking is really selfish. I may hate e ppl who care for me. But really do I have some one who care abt me?I really donno wad to do. Some time, I really hate myself.I hate it so much. Why should I keep putting up a smile on My STUPIDE FAce, when I know i not happy at all.Why i can't just let out all my angar?? WHY!!!!!!!!!