haha....this is e 5th day since when i fall ill.Till nw i still have nt recover yet wad e ........When on earth i will recover!!! God Pls Save ME!!!! i going crazy le. Everyday stay at hm, if nt at hm will be at e clince tat near my hs c e doctor again. For 5 long day what had i been eating. u will nve guess it rite. Medicin and medicin tat all. 3 time a day. WHO can stand it !!!!!! I hate it.

This 5 day stay at hm and look out at e window(almost everyday do e same thing) i had think abt alot of thing. And tent to recall smth tat we had forgot long time ago. Maybe u will think y i do use this time n start study for my O lvl. But ask ur self again, how many chance will u have to have a time n sit down n think abt the thing tat u had done. i had recall all e fun time i had in e past. The balloon joke tat arron and neigel sae during one of e eng lesson last yr. And how i saw angel fell off e beanch at e national library. And many more thing tat make me laugh out my tear.

All this wonderful time really fly. We cant expect it to stay there forever or else all this fun time would nt be so meaning ful to us. When ever i pass all this fun time is really like a dream. The next day when i woke up i realized i staring at e same 4 wall again, i all alone. Am i really alone? i look like i have so many friends around me bt y do i still feel like i alone in this world. Or is it i jut could nt step out of this 4 wall. Is i really cnt step out of this 4 cold wall or i jut does nt have tat courage to step it out by myself.