today really sux lor!!!
early morning wake up qurally with my sister....
whole day bad mood everything didnt goes on smooth wad the......
my mood only from bad getting worse n more worse....
and i getting more n more unconfiden....
all e confinden i use to have since to be lost...
my life have went back to black n white.
back to e small space i use to live it.
once ever walk out n without notice it i back inside there again.
who long will i took to step out from there again?
i really wonder......
7 more days to mayday concert really really hope my mood will get better n chance after e concert.....
nw all i wan is faster finish this 2 year course n tat it.....
hopping this 2 year will become a turing point for me....