today went to navy interview.
at first went it was still feeling ok ok.
dan longer i seat there e most nervous i become.
the idiot sir keep do his thing wad aso nve sae n he look so feirce.
dan after tat he start to tok.
keep ask alot thing.
i keep no no no no.
sound like idiot.
dan forget it when he ask a question he keep shake his head.
e more i saw him shake e more nervous i become.
my head totally went blank.
i end up totally have no ideas wad i talking.
i could not thik at all.
dan he give me a sec chance.
tat e only good thing abt him.
went out there i feel so much better.
more relex more to myself.
dan slowly all the thing i recall back.
really hate this feeling.
dan half n hr later e person call me in.
i were telling him he scare me out.
he at first tot i were saying him.
dan he sae me could not ba i sae nonono,
is him.
dan he start laughing dan sae i so nice were gt scary.
feel abit better.
dan went back c his face again,
e nervous almost came back.
at least he start out y r u so nervous.
i sae he look feirce he smile abit.
make be feel more better.
e nervous i have almost make me faint.
haix seriously i think this interview thing not suitable for me.
dunno wad happen recently very easy feel nervous.
e courage i use too have is gone.
haix.....
dan told si hui abt it she sae this aso e first time have a real interview.
ya she right.
ahhh
really hate myself now.