time to update abit of my life.
ever since sch start i been emo-ing till now dunno wad happen to me.
everyday same thing really dun feel like going to sch.
really miss those time can slp till zi ran xing.
sick of tired of her attittude.
that day quarral with her again cos of that bitch la.
which i think how i treated her is nth wrong i really cnt tahan her attitude le la.
cnt imagin how am i going live through that 3 year with her next year.
nafa is in less dan a week time and i not ready for it.
that day during pe do abit all my 5 station n 2.4 cnt make it at all la.
all this i didnt really do it seriously ok that my fault.
i dunno b4 doing anything my heart is like going to pump out of my body like that la.
dunno wad e hell i nevours at la.
sian.

after the 2 day work during sept i dunno wad happen to me i keep feel so lonely untill now.
slowly i realize how no frien i have.
e lonely feeling is getting worth .
it like eating up e whole entire me now.
keep asking myself alot alot who am i.
y am i here.
wad do i actually wan to do.
the thing i plan issit wad i really wan to do.
can i make it anot.
all this unsure question is getting more n more.
the more i added in the more scare and lost i am.
wad wrong with me.
really hate this kind of feeling.
i hate myself alot.