1 mnth 1 week
this week really sux lor...
first talk abt that bitch first..
that bitch really a bitch only first week of NFC she already start to mix ard with those guy n bitch abt us.
and e way she walk with e guy is keep showing off her breast la like she have 1 like tat er xin...
dan tue night thanks to her "MUSIC" make me cnt slp at e night la bitch!!
tue we have our presention of our project and when i presenting tat moment i can c tat bitch is laughing like mad la...
when is her turn to present omg she "SUCH A GOOD PRESENTER"
she didnt even knw wad slides come next n wad to present lor and it proft tat all e slides is not done by her while e rest of us is putting in so much effect in it...
wed morning was e most sux thing happen to me la...
due to not enough slp at night i early in e morning 0610 i fell down n bent my anklet lor FUCK LA!!
and when i return back from e MO that idiot heartless segment sae till i done everything purposely wan la..
i was put into pikachu and when i sitting with e rest of pikachu tat idiot segment keep suan me!!
HE BETTER NOT FALL DOWN!!
IF HE DID I CURSE HIM TO FALL DOWN N BREAK HIS LEG AND SO BADLY THAT HE HAS TO BE HOSPITAL FOR 6 MONTH!!
haiz... seriously even since i injure my leg my temper have rise too...
i can get angry with all thing lor

4 week:
time really fly le i already went in for 1 month le!!
this week start to stay in and is not so bad after all.
inside there i saw e most beautiful sun rise, sun set, lighting, rain...
all this is really u dun get to c in e city lor...
wed mdm sae she will be letting us to book on thu night n book in on mon i was so happy la!!
e first thing i did is msg cat telling her I CAN GO FOR MAYDAY CONCERT LE!!!
thu smth happen,
that bitch tail finally come out.
i did nth o!!
god is on my side too....
but i was not in e mood to care abt all those my heart is already with mayday le haha...


SAT!!
is the best day for the whole 1 month!!
in e morning i meet ppf for breakfast but pam n boon was late end up only 4 of us have breakfast.
we went to cafe cartel and this will be e last time we going to step in there le.
they mix up jx order and they did nth abt it lor.
not really nth la they give us a 10% discount and is like make no differernt la.
after tat pam n boon finally come.
we just walk ard talk talk shop shop.
and they went to regina hs to play wii.
before they go tl brought us a loillpop each so nice of him haha....
after that i went to meet the gals for mayday concert!
i so happy to saw them and i keep telling them i finally gt release out sae till i like in jail haha...
i did smth really crazy!!
i spent $168 on mayday limited edition molopoly!!
i really crazy lor.
after opening out i thing is totally worth it la is very nice n cute inside haha....
come to mayday concert!!
mayday concert was really a disappointment lor.
tot will be smth even better but haiz....
no encore for e first time.
seat was bad but at least still can c them la.
i keep playing with tiffany n michella haha...
we 3 like in our own world play la haha...
over all still can sae is quite hight la!!
if outdoor is so bad i rather they dun have outdoor concert next time round....
i already start missing them now T.T

3rd week,
this week still not bad compare to the 2nd week.
this week i having more fun... is a good thing.
i still trying very hard to mix ard with the group.
fri smth scary happen...
we were all talking in the room and i was sitting at e door way,
i saw the gal come out from the other room n close the door after she have took her thing.
guess wad i sae next!
the room boor open by itself n close back again!!!
at first i tot it was ppl going in but inside there comfrim no ppl at all!!!
and at night,
i slp till half way i gt bitten by some thing and my whole leg n hand is dame itchi and i saw all those mark look like mosquite bit wan and i suspect my bed gt bedbug.
it took me so long to fall back to slp again.
when i wake up i was telling e rest my bed gt bedbug and another gal was saying she gt bit aso n still gt some weird red spot on her leg.
i looking at my hand trying to find e mark i saw ytd and i realize it was all gone!!!
and i dun feel itchi at all!!
is so weird la! even a mosquite bit le it will still left abit red red mark wan, but i cnt find any of it on my hand n leg~.~

later have to book in agian.....
i die die aso wan to pass my swimming by this week so i can book out on fri.
1 more week to mayday!!

time for me to update my new life....

first week:

first day navin's dad fetch us to changi in the morning really have to thanks uncle alot.
when on e way in i saw morning sun rise is really very nice....
hmmm nice is not enough to descride it....
just in a later afternoon get to knw 2 gals.
both of them very nice....
rest of the week everyday we doing e same thing rotting inside e office eat slp play.
i quite surprise tat i actual get use to life in there quite fast...
faster dan i imagine.

second week:

sec week really sux alot.
just only sec week and so many thing happen.
i for no reason got in a fight that is btw e senior.
for tat i learn a lesson nve nve be nice to anyone cause will invite unwanted trouble.
wed gt back e result.
will piss off with tat idiot china teacher!!
he really not fair at all....
tat bitch gt 3.5 for not coming to sch and not doing e project!
what the hell is this la.
yet she still dare to complaint abt her gpa is so low tat wad she ask for it.
she should get even lower lor.
for ppl who always nve go sch yet can still get so high tat mean we all aso can be like her dun need to go sch!!!
when clean e room tat time is even more sux!!
when on earth dan will ppl c e true colour of this fucking bitch!!
ytd end early.
went to meet sihui after complaint all e stuff to her i feel much much more better.
and i like kan kai alot alot.
THANKS SIHUI FOR LISTENING TO ME.
ya bernice aso listening to me complaint alot in 2 days.
gal thanks you!
when mon come have to book in le i praying thing will gone better.

ytd really funny lor u c someone make someone going crazy.
haha i tot she going to scold or wad so suprise she just kept her mouth shut.
haha....
i waiting for her to go crazy!

8 feb,
finally have another PPF outing.
susport to have dinner tgt wan end up only 3 of us have dinner tgt e rest just meet us at e prawn there.
we change a new place to prawning.
we catch for so many hours aso gt nth end up e boss there c us ke lian throw some praw into our basket haha...
so nice of her.
end of prawning session our conclusion is JX dai suai!
tat y we keep catch nth haha..
really enjoy going out with them make me forget abt everything.
COW THANKS FOR DRIVING ME HOME!

today went out with ni.
she treat me eat sushi buffet and i grow fatter after tat sad la T.T
she brought a pluto for me love her!!!

我常常在想我到底是個怎樣的人？
我知道我說話很直接也常常傷害了很多人。
也許這是我自我保護的行爲吧。
我也常常說很多有的沒得重讓人感到厭煩。
或許這是我想要有來掩飾我的不安吧。
我到底要等到何時才能學會相信人。
那種不安的心又何時才會消失。
相信這世界還是有人值得你相信的。
朋友們相信我我真的從來沒有不相信你們。

I FINALLY GT MY DRIVING LICENCE!!
so happy!!!
i still tio alot of point for not checking blind spot.
i tot i was going to fail tanks to a stupid TAXI!!!
TAXI driver will sux wan lor!!
they just drive like e road belong to them la !!
i almost bang into TAXI for dunno how many time la!!
pls teach all those TAXI driver some road rule le !!
i suddenly fall in love with show new song 習慣就好!

我学会了很多事真的習慣就好.
不管别人如何对你请不要在意，
因为習慣就好。
即使你是一个人也好不要难过，
时间会让你慢慢的習慣，
只要習慣就好.

one more post to add on!

in abt 2 week time i going to c yoga!!

ｓｏ　ｈａｐｐｙ！！

one more post to add on!
in abt 2 week time i going to c yoga!!
ｓｏ　ｈａｐｐｙ！！

fianlly have e feel to blog again!!
not smth emo but smth high!!

ytd night gt news tat mayday is coming in april 17 for an outdoor concert！！
this is e first time they selling ticket for outdoor concert in sg.

from e news it sound really very fun just like wad we always saw in those dvd!!

i cnt wait for tat day to come!!



praying super hard tat day i will not stuck in camp cnt come out!!
god pls me nice to me!!

ｌｅｔ　ｍｅ　ｃ　ｍａｙｄａｙ！！！

fianlly have e feel to blog again!!
not smth emo but smth high!!
ytd night gt news tat mayday is coming in april 17 for an outdoor concert！！
this is e first time they selling ticket for outdoor concert in sg.
from e news it sound really very fun just like wad we always saw in those dvd!!
i cnt wait for tat day to come!!

praying super hard tat day i will not stuck in camp cnt come out!!
god pls me nice to me!!
ｌｅｔ　ｍｅ　ｃ　ｍａｙｄａｙ！！！

tag is dead again.....
no movition to blog anything.
sian.....

now i everyday only think of money.
i really need money very badly.
haiz.....
xmas is coming n dunno y i feeling more n more n more lonely.....
starting to feeling tat all my frien i use to close with are start to distance away from me.
or issit just me....
haiz.....
will we still be like b4?

6 nov,
i must thanks joanne for selling me the hit award ticket ;)
janet: sorry for not asking you to go me n cat very last min go wan n joanne only gt 1 pair of ticket only.

went to hit award with cat.
this is like my first time using north enterance to enter e place la.
I have so much fun at the hit award.
we saw tiffany working at there la she so xin fu standing at e $98 seat there some more right in front.
me n cat wanted to sms tiffany n tell her if u gt hit my a poster or anything dun suspect is done by us! haha...
we aso a gal wearing the DNA bear bear tee seating at e zhang yuan jing place there n cat were so ji dong la.
she still took a photo of her n wan to circle up n point a arrow at her sae pang tu haha...
e photo were nt clear n cam tooo " GOOD" le.
through out e whole thing i think cat wanted to kill me.
mld is so handsome la and ashin zhi ming them n sae they very good la so happy for them.
MLB JIA YOU!!
when hiaso jing teng on e stage tat time i so high la keep tell cat
C C C JAM IS SO CUTE N HANDSOME OMG!!
she keep ask me take out my bear bear tee go down to e purple group there n seat with them
hahaha...
mayday perform that time we 2 so worry no 1 at our area will stand up la but heng we are surrounded my mayday fans too.
we gt them standing up with us hahaha.
SHI JIE WERE THERE TOO!!
after the thing end we went to to back wan to c mayday end up they already left b4 the whole thing has end.
didnt c mayday but we saw tiffany n her friend.
now we have 1 more new member joing our mayday group hehe...

7 nov,
i keep thinking should i go for jam autograph session mah,
tiffany were there early n she told me no ppl so in e end i still decided to go for it haha.
hiaso jing teng is really very cute n handsome la!!!
take some pic of him but not very clear.
after e thing end we went for dinner at ajishan ( ok dunno how to spell.)
i dig out tiffany non stop laughing power out and her frien keep scolding her siao can u stop laughing mah.
hahaha.....
i keep tell her frien once she start laughing her stop button already spoil le.
her frien sae that was e first time she c her like tat.
hahaha..
she n michella always do tat at mayday event la.
we all c till dun wan c le.
hahaha....
really have alot fun in this 2 day.
e most happy thing is can meet up with cat n tiffany again.
wonder when is mayday coming again.
really miss everyone.
HEY GALS! LET OUT SOMETIME LE=]

time to update abit of my life.
ever since sch start i been emo-ing till now dunno wad happen to me.
everyday same thing really dun feel like going to sch.
really miss those time can slp till zi ran xing.
sick of tired of her attittude.
that day quarral with her again cos of that bitch la.
which i think how i treated her is nth wrong i really cnt tahan her attitude le la.
cnt imagin how am i going live through that 3 year with her next year.
nafa is in less dan a week time and i not ready for it.
that day during pe do abit all my 5 station n 2.4 cnt make it at all la.
all this i didnt really do it seriously ok that my fault.
i dunno b4 doing anything my heart is like going to pump out of my body like that la.
dunno wad e hell i nevours at la.
sian.

after the 2 day work during sept i dunno wad happen to me i keep feel so lonely untill now.
slowly i realize how no frien i have.
e lonely feeling is getting worth .
it like eating up e whole entire me now.
keep asking myself alot alot who am i.
y am i here.
wad do i actually wan to do.
the thing i plan issit wad i really wan to do.
can i make it anot.
all this unsure question is getting more n more.
the more i added in the more scare and lost i am.
wad wrong with me.
really hate this kind of feeling.
i hate myself alot.

Q：幸福？
A：幸福對我而言是件離我非常遠的東西，想也不敢想擁有它。
Q：相信？
A：相信是件非常可怕的東西。尤其用在人生上，到最後你只得到背叛。
Q：愛？
A：我不知道那時什麽，每人教過我。
Q：公平？
A：它從來都沒存在過。要是有公平的話人的手指就不會有長短。
Q：自由？
A：想過很多次切從未得到答案。
Q：累？
A：是精神上還是身體上的累？
Q：死？
A：一件人人都害怕的事。
Q：生？
A：一件人人都經歷過的事。
Q：人生？
A：在你還沒找到自己想要的答案時，它只不是一條你給走完的路不管好或坏。
Q：答案？
A：答案是件你想要聼和認爲是的東西。

他：想哭嗎？
我：不知道。哭，好像又忘了是怎樣的。
他：累嗎？
我：如果你是指精神上的累，或許還真的有那麽一點。
他：未來的功做真的是你想要的嗎？
我：不知道。也許是，也許不是。
他：不是，那是爲了錢嗎? 是，真的是你的夢想嗎？
我：也可以說是真的為了錢。夢想，它也許成經是。
他：那現在呢？
我：我只能說現在是模糊的。 人真的還可以有夢想嗎？有多少人真的打成了自己的夢想？
他：人是可以有夢想的。只看你有沒有勇氣和毅力去打成。這世界上有很多人都做到了，當然你也一定可以。
我：真的可以嗎？這世界真的很殘酷，我們縂給犧牲一些東西才能擁有想要的。
他：可以。不是每件事都給做出犧牲的。這世界沒有人能擁有一切。
我：在做出選擇時是真的很痛苦。人可以不可以不要做任何選擇？
他：不能。選擇的確很痛苦，如果不選擇的話會更痛苦。
我：爲什麽？他：縂有一天你會知道答案的。
我：真的會有那一天嗎？
他：會。你的人生還常還有很多東西在等著你學習。

NIGHTIME IS NO LONGER TIRED SHE IS HAPPY NOW!!
thanks to all my awersome friends accompany me when i down even though i didnt sae y....
thanks you all for brighten me up love u all hehe!!!
ps: should i change my blog link since nightime is no longer tired le haha

alot thing happen in this 2 week which i dunno where should start blogging abt it.
last week as usual la meet pam for e whole week and wad really happen i dun rmb too ops all i rmb is what happen in Oktober feasta.

this week mon:
when driving ended get super angery with e insturctor....
after tat went to meet june go walk walk bla bla bla.....

this week tue:
when driving again n i feel like i very dumb la so easy thing must learn 2 time sian.
after tat went home jia xu call ask me go cwp with him.
he really very free he just wan to buy a slippies he run 3 places la.
after getting he $50++ slippies we took a bus tat go 2 big round back to e same place we board it dan finally go to northpoint.
meet pam n walk ard while waiting for jia xu go home n put his slippies.
less dan 8 hr time i back to amk again.
meet tl n sihui went for dinner dan go watch meatball.
e show is very nice n funny u listen to how loud sihui laugh will knw how funny is it.
after moive have no place to go all shop is starting to close so we like aunty n ah pek we went to eat dessert n talk la.
old le is really old le now we already doing all those aunty n ah pek stuff la.

update
this week wed (today)
meet cat for lunch really very very long nve saw her le.
after lunch we walk back to my hs she wan to play wii end up become watching tv.
and she bring back all my mayday concert cd and she wan zhang wei ji you =.=
haha really enjoy meeting her today.
ps:cat let meet out soon and hope e concert cd will make u forget all ur worry ^^

this few day my mood is really very bad la.
did really expect my mood can turn out to be so bad la.
haiz i really keep thinking issit my problem or wad haiz....
i really feeel so left out n extra at there la.
especially when going home tat part is even worse la.
going home should be something high n happy la end up it sux la.
i gt a feel like i a ball beening kick here n there la.
what e hell is all this sian

continue wad happen on last wed.

wed:
after a long hour of searching we finally found pam!!!
she really very hard to find la.
and we very very last mind decide go hub again to watch moive.
for 2 days we been watching moive la.
while on the way to boon hs we saw tl n gm with one small boy boy waiting for bus.
both of them so wei da le wake up early to bring that boy boy to sembwang for sch n wait dunno how long for him to end sch n fetch him back.
on e bus that time we saw tl's mother.
just 1 way we saw 3 person haha.
when reach boon hs there idiot jia xu bring us walk 1 whole big round of the market just to buy 4D la.
on e way me n pam keep scold him la.
we like walk a super long way to reach boon hs la all thx to jia xu!!!
boon hs is very nice la i love his room!!
anyway poor him cnt walk at all hope him will get well soon.
boon jia you!!!

thu:
nth much have a long phone chat with boon n pam dan went for driving.

fri:
wake up early to go cmpb to listen to some chat.
totally no mood to listen la e air con is so cool n i freezing inside.
after e talk call pam c where she n she mange to find tl too.
i so touch la tl hear tat i alone he try his best to reach asap to pei me.
we went to eat soul garden.
tl really colour la went ever there mei nv walk pass us he will stand up sae bye bye i need to go home n follow those mei nv.
me n pam just ignore him haha..
he very "SWEET" intro his "MARRY" to us.
i make a joke of myself at e ice cream station.
i was trying to scop 1 big round ice cream ball n i success.
i was so happy la when i wan put inside e bowl tat time i drop la.
there was 1 group of guy at there too n they saw one of them was like saying " well done" T.T
when we go for sec round of ice cream tat time i show tl my big round ice cream ball,
he aso sae "well done" to me T.T
after eatting there nth to do and when we saw e moive "frame" is showing today we decide to go watch it.
e moive is so last min and me n pam is like watch 3 moive in 4 days!!
haha....

sat:
driving lesson suck la.
this time not e instructor problem but my own.
thanks to my mother for keeping we awake e whole night.
due to lack of sleep i was having hard time to concertate on wad i doing la.
e instructor suddenly test me on wad i have learn on stage 2 la,
i was doing every step wrongly la.
i think he start to suspect y e rest of e instructor still pass me when i cnt do at all.
sian sian sian...
i decide to stop driving for 1 week shall go back for lesson on e 5oct tat week.

sun:
after jap class went to joanne hs.
so nice of her to sold me 2 SR tee and can pay her back bit by bit.
help her to pack her room.
she really have alot of cloth la so ppl DUN EVER EVER TELL JOANNE THAT SHE HAVE NO CLOTH AT ALL" all her cloth she dun wear n she keep wear tat few SR tee.
JOANNE DEAR CAN U PLS WEAR ALL THOSE CLOTH!!!
hahaha... sae nice is wan pack her cloth n c which wan she dun wan but ended up she almost wan every piece la so there not much different btw before n after.
after that we went to her magiz there slot out which wan can keep, which wan can sell n which wan can sold.
ended up can keep wan n can sold wan is more than can throw away again.
anyway that only do 1/4 of it cos she sae she can do it later on her own.
i asked her to show me those box of thing she wan to sell,
after seeing it i only can sae JOANNE U REALLY VERY SCARY LAST TIME.
she really have all e 5566 stuff la.
i only help her pack half way n i gt to go.

DEAR JOANNE:
pls pls pls wear those cloth u have n stop wear those few tee la i knw u love it alot.
sorry that i only help u pack abit didnt really help much.
i will pay u back e SR tee money asap wan.

another post abt now!!!
9.30 gt waken up by jia xu again!!!
he really very free la!!!
he play that facebook dunno wad stupid thing sae cnt buy 4D at north keep fan us go anywhere not north to eat la =.=
he blast pam phone till she off her phone la...
after 2 hr of fan si ren he decide to have e courage to call pam.
guess wad her mother ans and he scare till wan die la haha...
jiaxu: dun worry i very good wan will burn alot of money, hs and monkey for u.

i very hungry no food today T.T
i wan eat sushi

fall in love with this song!!!
i been repeating for dunno how many time le la


Mon:
early morning gt wake up by jiaxu.
ok la not very early la is already 10am le but i still sleeping la!!
anway i blur blur agree wan go have lunch with them end up i didnt go after i took a walk in e kitchen n realize mummy gt cook.
dan jiaxu call again ask wan go watch moive anot after he heng up PAM CALL!!!!
she finally appear again!!!
my phone gt flood by jiaxu keep call me ask me faster go hub meet him cos he alone at there.
meet jiaxu at MOF and i finally eat e ice cream there la.
the ice cream on so so nth nice.
after moive we walking round n round n round amk.....
but after i have to left early for driving throw pam alone with jiaxu haha...

driving was fun!!!
i got back e instructor i wan he really nice and he teach very clearly!!!
was learning direction changing and he told me this is e hardest amount all alot of ppl fail at this stage.
i was like huh!!!
he show me how to drive n change la when i took over i was so nervous so scare i will bang e car la.
special i did it well!!!
e car went in correctly every try la!!!
so happy he sae i a fast learner !!
when we driving at road he told me i learn very fast and other few more lesson i going to complet everything le.
i was like i tot not all is like tat meh as i c other ppl aso the same le.
he was like no no no haha so funny.
later still have more driving hope dun get back tat old men!!